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Episode 13
Shi On.
Park Shi On.
This bastard...
He hasn't changed at all.
You retarded kid!
Retard!
Why did you have to be born?
Just die!
Die!
You damned child!
Die!
Shi On.
I'm your father.
Your father is here!
Get over here!
Dr. Park!
Park Shi On, wake up!
Shi On!
You bastard!
Get up right now!
Shi On.
Shi On, say something!
Shi On!
Park Shi On!
Shi On!
How can you lock up the child like that?
If he goes out, he'll just put our family to shame!
How can you say that?
Please don't do this.
Get out!
I should just break his legs, so he can't go out.
Dr. Park!
Dr. Park, say something.
I...
I'm okay.
Father...
My father...
He's outside.
Mr. Park.
Wait...
This kid...
Is he in his right mind now?
What are you doing?
- You can meet your son later. - What?
He's not in stable condition right now.
I'll let you see him when he is stable again.
Who do you think you are?
- Who are you to tell me what to do? - Dr. Park Shi On is my student.
Who cares if you are his teacher? Why are you getting involved in family business?
- Get out of the way. - Listen to him!
Where do you think you are causing this violence?
I knew it...
I knew it!
What are you doing?
I knew it!
Please calm down!
Who are you?
Let go!
Let me go!
Let go!
Mrs. Park.
- Quiet down. - You thought I wouldn't find you?
You didn't think I could find you?
You didn't think I would find you?
I'm sorry.
You didn't think I would find you?
You thought I wouldn't find you?
Is that what you thought?
I'm going to kill you.
You didn't think I would find you?
Why didn't you tell me?
His mother wanted to keep it a secret.
Still, you should have told me.
She was asking me so earnestly.
Looking at him pass out like that, I think the trauma is worse than I thought.
Still, he can't just continue to avoid his father.
I don't think he will be ready any time soon.
What about his mother?
We can't keep his mother a secret from him, too.
You two were hiding from me.
You thought you would live well without me?
Does it look like I'm living well?
How dare you stare at me like that and yell?
Shi On doesn't even know who I am. He can't even recognize my face.
He recognizes me. And he doesn't recognize you?
You're lying to me now?
Just go.
Don't appear before Shi On.
Why should I leave?
If you need money, I'll give you all the money I have.
Please just go!
You think I'm some money hungry critter?
I spent my whole life looking for you.
So that I could kill you with my own hands.
Good.
Why don't we both die together, then?
For Shi On's sake.
What?
Who is it?
Who's the one that's putting our foundation in this danger?
Didn't I tell you?
I told you something worse would happen if you turned down my proposal.
My goal was to establish a hospital with you and Dr. Kim Do Han at the center.
If the two of you are not around, the hospital would be missing two main pillars.
I have no desire to work with people like you who only have money as their goal.
Get out immediately.
Without going through the board, I am dismissing you with the authority I have.
Fine. I'll leave.
But, within the next few days, I'll be back in this place.
I will be the one running this hospital in the end.
Even now, I still have respect for you.
Soon, a meeting will be called to negotiate with you.
Please reconsider my proposal, Director Choi.
I will bring Shi On's father to my home.
Please comfort Shi On.
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.
Did my father leave?
Yes, he left.
Does it hurt anywhere else?
No.
Your dad was very scary, right?
He's not scary anymore.
But before, I felt like I went in a time machine and traveled back to when I was seven.
If you don't want to see your father, I won't let him come for a while.
Shi On.
When you remembered your father's face, did you also remember your mother's face?
I still can't remember her face, but she passed by.
Mom was getting hit, too. A lot.
I hope mom doesn't remember.
If she is full of wounds like me, then she would be feeling very hurt.
I'll go down in a little bit.
I want to be alone for a while.
Oh...
Okay.
I think there was a lot that we didn't know about Shi On.
Treat him like nothing happened.
Don't try too hard to cheer him up.
Just treat him like you always do.
That's what Shi On needs right now.
He must have been hurt so badly as a child.
But, his father...
What if he comes back here?
We can't let him meet Shi On, right?
Where have you been? You need to prepare for the meeting.
Park Shi On.
- Get the x-ray files ready for the meeting. - Okay.
Fortunately, it doesn't seem to be accompanied by any small intestine or heart malformations.
Usually, a congenital diaphragmatic hernia
is accompanied by the conditions that Dr. Cha just mentioned.
It's fortunate, but patent ductus arteriosus is present.
Park Shi On.
Yes.
Tell me about the surgical methods.
Come on.
I don't know.
I can't think.
Then, looking at the x-ray, which way do you think the liver turned?
Dr. Park.
I can't see.
I can't picture it in my mind.
Do you think it's temporary?
There's no way to tell.
What if his condition continues?
Then, he won't be able to do anything in the future.
That's the only ability that Park Shi On has.
How can his father...
I don't know how to help him.
How can we help?
There's nothing we can do.
Hello.
You are all working hard.
Let's see...
How about going out to dinner tonight as a team?
We had a lot of emergencies last night, so we have a lot of patients today.
I see.
I have a lot of premature babies to attend to at the NICU as well.
I see.
Il Kyu.
I'm on call today for the ward.
Okay, work hard.
Why is he talking about dinner out of the blue?
Thinking about it, I think this is the first time he's offered to go out to dinner with us.
I'm sorry for not recognizing you.
I couldn't understand why such an overqualified man came to work for our hospital.
But, maybe you have taken on the hardest task.
Trying to manipulate the director and Dr. Kim Do Han.
It's not something that can be done with money.
Yes, you are right.
They are the first ones that I failed to convince.
You're the one holding the key for negotiation, I'm sure I'll be seeing you around.
I think you are the one holding the key.
The cancellation of the financial support from the corporations was your doing.
Is that what Chairman Jung said?
I didn't mention Chairman Jung at all.
We are on the same boat. Let's not be like this to each other.
Trojan Horse... It was the best.
Have you called for the board meeting?
Yes, tomorrow.
But, there's no alternative plans...
How bad is the situation?
If this continues, our foundation is at its end.
There won't be capital turnover, and it will be impossible to run the hospital.
You don't know who's behind all of this?
I'm looking into Vice President's people, but I haven't found anything, yet.
You'll get contacted soon.
They'll try to negotiate with you.
I told you before...
That you should be more alert.
Chae Kyung.
I'm upset and frustrated, too.
How can we get attacked like this and be so helpless?
You're right.
It's all because I'm incapable.
I can't tell you for certain.
Then, you're not sure whether his ability will return or not?
No. If this is just a simple case of disassociative identity disorder
time and treatment will help.
But his current condition is due to a suppressed memory resurfacing after many years.
Even if he looks normal on the outside, I'm sure it's had a huge impact on him.
It's possible to intentionally suppress your memory?
It's rare, but it's definitely possible.
Especially for a person like Park Shi On who is on the autistic spectrum.
There's nothing we can do?
There's no way to get back his ability immediately.
But...
There is something that may be helpful.
He needs to feel that he's being loved and cared for by others.
That way, his present stability can cover up his past traumatic experience.
This is so ironic.
It's normal not to have such abilities.
I don't know if it's a temporary condition, but that's how he is doing right now.
How long has it been since you've known Shi On's mother?
It's been a few weeks.
I'm sorry for not telling you.
No, it's okay.
You know Shi On's parents well, right?
I do.
I think you will have to take care of this.
Okay. I understand.
You and Do Han should take care of Shi On.
Yes, Director.
You're scared of your father, right?
Then, what are you most afraid of in this world?
Is that your father, too?
No, it's a patient's death.
Okay.
Watching a patient die before your eyes.
Then, what do you have to do to avoid seeing the patient die?
- I have to diagnose well and treat him. - But, you are not doing that right now.
Think hard.
Your fear of your father may make you kill a patient.
Because it doesn't allow you to utilize your ability.
When you first came here, I said this to Dr. Cha...
That your ability is a malfunction of the brain and a side effect of your illness.
But I thought it wouldn't be bad to have you around for the sake of the patients.
Malfunctions and side effects are just standards that people hold.
And the most important thing...
You have to keep the promise you made to me.
That you would surpass me.
Get over this quickly.
Don't think that time will heal everything.
The more you think that way...
the less patients there will be for you to save.
I'm saying this because I know the two of you always cared for Dr. Park.
I feel so bad for Dr. Park.
I thought he was finally getting adjusted.
All done.
I saw him before. Where is Dr. Park?
You forgot again?
He's busy with ER calls these days.
Right.
He's a real resident now.
But, you really don't have a boyfriend?
No.
Why? You want to set me up?
Are middle school boys okay?
Why would I date somebody young enough to be my son?
Oh, right!
I wonder how Eun Ok is doing.
Kyu Wan sent me a picture of her.
Take a look.
Look at her smiling.
She must be very happy.
Of course. Kyu Wan is so good to Eun Ok.
Dr. Cha.
What's with this rose?
Dr. Park gave that to me.
- When? - A few days ago.
Why did he give it to you?
Just as a gift...
Why?
It's nothing.
Dr. Park ranks number one in patient satisfaction these days!
Really?
Of course.
He visits the patients more often than other resident doctors.
He's never made a critical mistake in diagnosis or treatment.
Dr. Park is better than even third and fourth year residents.
Of course, you don't need to mention that.
Right, Dr. Park?
We are home.
Mom, we are here.
Stay there.
How heavy...
You're getting heavy.
Shi On, stay here.
Don't go anywhere.
Park Shi On.
Yes.
I'll give you a day off. Go home and rest.
I'm okay.
You can't even think straight. What's the use of staying at the hospital?
Yes, you should go home and rest.
You haven't been able to sleep for the past few days.
Dr. Cha.
If he doesn't go home, drag him out.
Take the key away from him.
Okay.
Why?
Run away.
Run away!
I won't run away.
Of course not...
Your son is working at a hospital. Of course, you would stick around.
We should leave this place. Far away from Seoul.
I don't want to!
I'm going to live off of my son in my old age.
He's a doctor after all!
- What have you done for Shi On? - I've done plenty.
I'm Shi On's dad.
His father!
You haven't been a father to him!
Seriously!
It's been awhile.
Yes.
This is it.
This was it!
You two have been having an affair all these years!
Please don't say that.
You act all noble.
You stole my wife!
Stop!
Please let go.
I won't let go!
Please leave Shi On alone.
Just watch him from afar.
I'll do whatever I want with my son!
It's none of your business!
Mr. Park.
Was he like this as soon as he came?
Yes.
He was like this in the afternoon, too.
Shi On.
What you said yesterday...
Please pretend you didn't hear anything.
How can I pretend I didn't hear when I did?
I...
I made a mistake.
When I was in elementary school, I really liked my teacher.
She was pretty, and she was always nice to me.
You are just like that teacher.
It's because I'm still childish.
You don't need to say anything.
I know you are lying.
I don't know how to lie.
What you said when you gave me the rose...
Telling me you are going to the convenience store to buy a hammer...
They were all lies.
Shi On.
What you said to me...
That wasn't childish, and it's nothing you should feel sorry about.
I took it sincerely.
If I didn't feel your sincerity, I would have just laughed it over.
But, I'm not doing that.
By any chance...
am I your first love?
I'm so thankful.
That you think of me as your first love.
This guy I used to know at church was my first love when I was in ninth grade.
Of course, it was a one-sided love.
Just like you, when I looked at him, my heart would beat and I wouldn't be able to sleep.
I was very young then.
I matured a lot while liking him.
As I ached and worked through those pains.
First love makes you grow.
A lot.
You've started growing as well.
I love you, too.
Very much.
As my junior, and as a friend.
That's love, too.
For now, you may be hurt that I don't love you as a man.
But when time passes, you'll feel more comfortable.
And we'll grow closer as if we were real siblings.
What if...
even after time passes, what if that doesn't happen?
Even after time passes, if I feel the same way...
What do I do?
I think I would feel more frustrated than I do now.
I would feel more frustrated than the time I was locked up.
Still...
I feel better that I told you everything.
I feel hurt, but my heart is at ease.
I feel like I am bothering you.
Hello.
This kid...
Why are you going home, instead of staying at the hospital?
Well...
Whatever...
Just go.
Hey!
Yes.
Do you know how to drink?
There's normally no manager in the pediatrics surgery department.
Do you know why? Because the director is in direct control over it.
Direct control.
Do you know?
You told me the same thing eight times.
Then, listen for the ninth time.
When I came back from the branch hospital, there was no opening position for me.
All of my friends were already managers.
So, I got the position thanks to my brother-in-law.
Why? Are you disgusted?
No, I'm not disgusted at all.
Of course, you guys don't respect me.
Especially that kid, Kim Do Han.
I don't have anything to say even if he disrespects me.
After all, he's the youngest ever to become a fixed member in our department.
I heard.
That it's very hard to become a fixed member.
I'm a surgeon, too.
I've performed numerous surgeries!
I'm a surgeon, and a doctor!
But, nobody acknowledges me.
I respect you.
Shut up!
Who cares if you respect me?
I'm sorry.
For telling you that I respect you when I'm just a lowly being.
I was just saying... Don't get upset.
I'm not upset.
Stop lying!
You are so small-hearted.
Here.
Tell me where you live, so I can tell the taxi driver.
Dubai. Let's go to Dubai.
Since I'm a surgeon.
What if...
even after time passes, what if that doesn't happen?
Even after time passes, if I feel the same way...
What do I do?
That...
I don't know, Shi On.
I'll feel more frustrated than I do now.
I'll feel more frustrated than when I was locked up.
Still...
I feel better that I told you everything.
I feel hurt, but my heart is at ease.
What's this?
You're awake?
Did you bring me to your house?
Yes.
Come, and eat.
My head...
There's not much food, but please enjoy.
You want me to eat this for breakfast?
Yes, mine is tuna with mayo. Yours is Jeonju Mix.
Thank you for drinking with me last night.
When did I do that?
And you were really cool last night.
'I'm a surgeon, too!'
I want to do that, too.
This kid...
How is Park Shi On?
I don't think much has changed.
His dad's problem is serious, too.
There's another problem?
It's nothing.
I think you were trying to tell me something last time, too.
It's nothing.
Explain spermocytoma to me.
Along the midline of the body... it occurs in the primitive cell of the embryo.
It's the infant's...
cyst.
It's not a cyst, but a tumor.
Tumor.
Among children's tumors, it constitutes...
Four... Five percent.
Three percent.
It constitutes for three percent.
The embryo's primitive cell...
Stop. That's enough.
Go.
Echo...
Pericard...
Heta vizen.
It's been reported to cause cholestasis, acute pancreatitis, and hemorrhaging
when injected in children.
Drainage tube...
Here. This is the part.
This is the location of the second and third tracheal rings.
You're the doctor in charge of me, but you don't take care of me at all.
I'm sorry.
I'm not in my right mind these days.
You confessed your feelings, but she rejected you, right?
You're making me sad.
I've become strange.
I get annoyed easily. And I'm lying, too.
What if she really starts to hate me?
Dr. Cha wouldn't do that.
You're right. Dr. Cha...
You... How did you know?
If you leave clues behind, you're bound to get caught.
How did you know?
I saw the picture of the rose in Dr. Cha's cellphone.
Rose...
Oh, the rose.
I take back what I said last time.
I have nothing to say if it's Dr. Cha.
You...
You really can't tell anyone. Do you understand?
Don't worry. Have a seat.
Dr. Cha rejected you, right?
She says you're like her brother, right?
This is the worst case scenario.
You don't need anything else now.
You need to show her your true feelings.
True feelings?
That's the only weapon you have.
True feelings...
Shi On.
There's somewhere I need to take you.
I want to go. Please let me go.
Shi On.
Your father has terminal cancer.
All of the tests are done. The tumor has already spread.
You don't have to see him, but you should know.
I know...
I know that you're fearful of your dad.
I know that you only have bad memories of him.
But...
You should change the way you think.
He's not a father who used to just hurt you.
He's a patient who is dying of terminal cancer.
She fell on the pavement, and there was glass shattered on the ground.
My daughter was trying to keep me from falling down...
and she fell instead.
I see.
It must hurt a lot. Just wait a bit.
I think it's going to hurt a lot.
Just hold still.
I'm sorry, my daughter.
No, don't worry, dad.
Where are you coming from?
I went to pay for the treatment.
I see.
You shouldn't exercise too vigorously.
Okay. Thank you, Doctor.
But, where is your mother?
She went to work.
Your father's always had bad eyes?
Yes, when I was seven, he became like that because of acute glaucoma.
Then, you always take him around?
No, only when I'm home from school.
My dad is a musician.
He writes songs.
I pick him up from his studio after he's done working.
You are very nice.
I'm not nice. That's my dad.
In the beginning, I was really upset and ashamed.
But, not anymore.
When I imagine a world without my dad, I get really sad.
I'll be going then.
Thank you for sewing me up.
Okay.
Bye.
Dad, let's go.
In Young.
Why are you here again?
I have to go back to the hospital, so I'll make this short.
I know it may not be my business, but I hope you'll quit this job.
For In Hye's sake...
- If she finds out... - I won't let her find out.
I'll take care of my business. And this is not such a shameful job.
I know.
But, you have to drink, and your life patterns become irregular.
Doctor Han.
You must know how much a transplant costs.
I don't have anything.
No matter how hard it is, I have to bear through it.
Then, why don't you look for another job?
If not, I can lend you money.
I don't care if it takes you 10, no 20 years...
Good for you. That you have that much money.
That's not what I meant.
Find someone that fits you well, not me.
I...
I'm not the one for you.
Wait...
Shi On, are you sleeping?
I'm not sleeping.
I didn't think so.
What are you thinking about?
Just different things...
You must have a lot on your mind, too.
I didn't before...
But my head feels like a pair of tangled up earphones.
Shi On.
Have you ever liked or loved someone?
I'm sure you have. You are a man, too.
You like someone, too?
Yes.
Is it...
In Hye's sister?
I guess the rumor has spread everywhere.
You are fully qualified.
Qualified?
Yes, qualified to love someone.
What's the basis for that qualification?
Cool like you, and without any flaws...
Always confident, never embarrassed...
And...
Mature like a grown-up.
There are no qualifications for loving someone.
Instead...
When you truly love someone without any conditions...
you become qualified to care for that person.
A qualification that only that person has.
I'm going through all this heartache, so I can earn that qualification.
Did you confess to her?
Of course...
Not.
That's the hardest thing in the world.
I think it's more nerve wrecking than dissecting a cadaver for the first time.
You?
Yes, I did confess without meaning to.
You're better than me.
Park Shi On!
You must really love that woman that you confessed to.
You're great!
I received a call from the vice president. They want to meet to negotiate.
They want you to come out, too.
You...
It's been awhile, Mrs. Lee Yeo Won.
I mean, Chairwoman Lee.
It was you, Chairman Jung?
It's been so long since we've seen each other. Don't be so rigid.
You haven't changed at all.
Please, sit down.
We should eat first, then we can talk.
What's this?
It's a pain killer.
Why are you giving me this? I told you I'm not sick.
I don't need this!
I'm not sick!
A school bus on the way to school overturned on the way...
The majority of the students on the bus were injured.
Driving on Olympic Highway, around 8:30 this morning...
Hae Lim!
Mom!
- We have 11 patients from the car accident. - What's the reason for the accident?
The bus driver fell asleep, and the bus overturned.
There were 27 on the bus, and none died.
But all 27 are injured, and 20 of them have come to us.
How can they send them all to us?
Other hospitals don't have the resources, either.
There are too many kids. We need to prepare for emergency surgery.
First, we've contacted neurosurgery and orthopedics
for the nine patients with head and bone injuries.
The rest are here.
Contact the general surgery department for assistance. Check the patients.
Yes, sir!
Bring the central venous catheter. Hurry!
It looks like hemoperitoneum. Take a CT scan.
It's pneumothorax. Take the chest x-ray.
It's taking longer to take the CT scan and x-rays because of the high volume of patients.
Tell them it's an emergency!
There's excessive bleeding!
A blood vessel burst in the abdomen from the trauma.
Surgery set.
There's tenderness in the abdomen and fever. It's enterbrosia.
He needs immediate surgery.
We can't lose any more time. Arrange for an operating room.
Move him.
There are nine patients who need immediate surgery.
The manager just took one out, so now we have eight.
We've arranged for nine operating rooms.
All the tools are ready, too.
Arrangements have been made with anesthesiologists.
But, if we open up all nine rooms, do we have enough doctors?
We've postponed surgeries in other departments, and all their interns are on standby.
But, aren't we short on surgeons?
Cover three patients with your surgeons. We'll take care of four.
Then, we have one patient left over.
Don't you know that we're short on surgeons?
Transfer the remaining one.
- Still... - We don't have time. Get ready.
Professor Kim, what should we do?
- Dr. Han. - Yes.
You perform one surgery.
You can take care of the bursting of the inferior vena cava, right?
Move the patients now. Hurry.
Yes, sir!
If something comes up during the surgery, contact me through the intercom.
Please send a resident to the ER!
Why?
Ho Young Hospital sent one of the patients from the car accident to us.
What?
They didn't have enough surgeons, either. They couldn't perform the surgery.
Dr. Park, I need to go into surgery. Hurry, and go to the ER.
Okay.
Dad, let's go.
Eun Jung!
Please save her, Doctor. Please save my daughter.
Yes.
A fractured rib bone has pierced her spleen. There is heavy bleeding.
Looking at the vitals, we don't have much time to lose.
First, we need to move her to the operating room.
We need to move her quickly.
That's not a problem, but who will perform the surgery?
We can move her to the room next to Dr. Kim Do Han's room.
He can perform the surgery on both patients.
He did that before.
Suction.
Gauze.
Get me one more.
Mixter.
Metzen.
Forceps.
- Bovie. - Metzen.
Please move her quickly.
What's going on?
The patient arrived late.
She has multiple rib fractures and a pierced spleen.
Her vitals are unstable.
How can you just put her in that room?
I thought that you would be able to take care of both patients like before.
Go and arrange for a nurse and an anesthesiologist.
Yes, sir.
- Anesthesia is finished. - Okay, I'll be there soon.
The vitals are dropping.
- There's bleeding around the liver. - Gauze.
We are going to pack it with gauze.
- Professor Kim, what about that child? - Wait!
The bp can't be sustained. You need to start quickly.
Professor Kim.
Put glue on the bottom portion. More blood transfusion.
Glue.
Professor Kim.
I can't leave this room right now.
Then, what do we do?
Park Shi On.
You perform the surgery.
What?
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I can't do this.
I'm a first year resident.
Shi On is an adult with feelings, too.
I've been treating him like a child.
You need to partner up with a man who led your father to his death.
Shut up. You are going to use us like this?
I don't think you are in any position to be choosy.
Why didn't you tell me? You're the worst.
I don't think it's right for you to do that to Dr. Park Shi On.
It's too late. Chemotherapy wouldn't do any good.
It doesn't seem like you are taking care of Shi On the way you used to.
You think I feel at ease? Why are you making me look like a fool?
I don't like my mom. I don't need my mom.