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Don't call out for me... when I walk out of the room.
That's the only way that I can come back and see you again.
Hye Soo.
Hye Soo has been reported to face the disciplinary board
for having gone to visit Jae Yeol the other night.
Some doctors are arguing that Hye Soo
interfered with a patient's treatment program
because she let her emotional feelings get in the way of her judgment.
She's not allowed to see any patients until
the board decides on what to do with her
so she's only permitted to guide and instruct her residents.
Let's allow Jae Yeol's family to come visit him.
Just like a bird finding its freedom by jumping off of a cliff
it's better for him to face them head on
since he can't always keep avoiding them.
How are Jang Jae Bum and the mom? Are they doing okay?
It's been a week since he's been out, but I really haven't heard anything.
I guess it means that they're doing okay.
Didn't I already tell you?
Jae Bum is just like a child who's acting
out from lack of affection from his mother.
Okay, in that case, let's have Jae Yeol see his brother first.
It's for my own self-defense.
Satisfied?
Take him to a private room, and do a full body search on him.
- Yes, Doctor. - Wow... you're really pretty.
By any chance...
are you an angel?
Come with me.
You might hear some loud noises coming from the room later.
Even if does get kind of loud in there
just leave them be, and don't go in the
room unless you see them getting physical.
Have some security guards on stand by.
I hear that mom's the real culprit?
So what is it that you're thinking?
In lieu of the 14 years that I've
unfairly spent rotting away in prison...
you want me to take your money and just get lost, is that it?
Jae Bum.
I'm so...
very, very sorry.
Hey.
What is it that you're sorry about?
Tell me what you're sorry about.
What is it that you're sorry about? Huh?
Tell me, you bastard.
Tell me what you're sorry about.
Are you sorry that you didn't tell the
judge that it was our mom who killed him
instead of having told him that it was your older brother who killed him?
Huh? Tell me what you're sorry about!
What is it that you're sorry about? Huh?
Hey, what is it that you're sorry about?
What are you doing!
- Guard! - What is it that you're sorry about?
Guard!
What is it that you're sorry about?
Since I was already a loser bastard, you
thought that if I knew mom had killed him
that I would've told the prosecutor and the judge that she had killed him?
Huh? That I would've told them to arrest mom?
That she lost her mind after years of getting beaten by her husband
and that's why she killed him. You thought that's what I would've said?
Is that what you think I would've done?
Hey... you crazy asshole.
Do you think that you're the only child mom has?
I'm... mom's child, too.
Go clean up his blood.
Just leave me alone for a minute.
Just leave me alone.
Leave the room.
Mr. Jang Jae Yeol.
I'll be right outside the room, okay?
And I'm going to send in a nurse in ten minutes.
You're not real.
You don't exist.
He was lucky that he wasn't seriously hurt.
How is Jae Yeol's emotional and mental state?
It's just as we had thought.
Maybe it's because he finally got the beating
that he's been wanting from his brother
but for some unknown reason, Jae Yeol looked much more at peace.
I think Jae Jang Yeol is a very strong person.
He was falling asleep when I left his room.
I think it was good that we allowed his brother to visit.
That's such a relief to hear. We just jumped over a huge hurdle.
Okay, I'll talk to you soon.
He's eating really well.
He's been like this ever since he came back from visiting Jae Yeol.
Maybe Jae Bum's over his anger at Jae Yeol.
He even asked me yesterday when Jae Yeol is getting discharged.
Really?
He must be out for an evening stroll.
He's looking better.
My boyfriend is so handsome.
Hye Soo.
You can't be doing this.
If the disciplinary boards finds out about this
then you may get suspended completely from all your responsibilities.
What are you thinking?
Okay.
Okay, I'm sorry. I'll go.
My son is looking so much better.
Has Jae Bum said anything to you?
No, nothing.
But he's been eating much better ever since he came back from visiting you
and I'm not sure what it is, but he looks so much more at peace.
Mom.
I don't see Kang Woo anymore.
Yes, I heard. Doctor Lee called me and told me.
I think... Kang Woo really must not be real.
I've been really good about taking my medication
and I haven't seen him once for an entire week now.
He also told me that you've been good about taking your medication.
You're such a good boy.
I want to be discharged from the hospital.
No, you can't do that.
When Hye Soo found out that I was coming to see you today
she texted me to ask me specifically not to allow this.
She told me that you can't be discharged from the hospital yet.
I'll come and stay with you.
You can monitor me 24 hours a day.
Isn't that enough?
If you keep saying things like that, then I'm just going to leave.
Mom.
I think that Hye Soo...
got herself into trouble with the hospital because of me.
Hye Soo's a doctor...
but she's not allowed to see any patients because of me.
Mom.
It's only once in a while...
but Hye Soo comes by to look in on me outside my hospital room at night.
Then she cries and leaves.
I pretend to be asleep...
but I know.
It's hard pretending not to notice.
I'll tell Hye Soo not to come by your room anymore.
No.
I find myself waiting for her when she doesn't come.
So that won't work.
She...
comes from a poor family.
Her father is ill, and her family is in a lot of debt.
It's her dream to become a teaching doctor.
Mom.
My illness...
isn't very curable.
They say that it can come back at any time...
and I'll have to be on medication for the rest of my life.
Yes, I know.
But just like having diabetes and high blood pressure
as long as you stay on your medication...
Mom, don't expect the unexpected to happen.
A person shouldn't be so greedy.
I'm going to do this on my own.
I mean...
I'm going to do it with you.
I want to leave Hye Soo here.
Mom.
I don't want to humiliate myself any further
in front of the person that I love.
So please... take me with you.
Okay?
And put your faith in me.
Just as I've always done...
I'm going to get back on my feet on my own.
I'll be good about taking my medication.
I'm serious. I'll take all my medication on time.
If I start seeing Kang Woo again... then
you can take me to another hospital
Let's get out of here, Mom.
Ma'am.
Jang Jae Yeol still believes that Kang Woo is real and that he exists.
Until he realizes on his own that Kang Woo actually doesn't exist
his treatment isn't complete.
- So just trust us... - The medication...
I'll make sure that he takes all his medications on time.
His medication alone isn't enough.
The reason why we want to keep Jae Yeol here...
is so that we can help him lower his dependency on the medication
and help him find his way back to his writing in a healthy manner.
For the first time ever...
the three of us have a chance to live together as a family.
We'll bond together as family... and get through this together.
Thank you for everything you've done.
Ma'am.
Don't go.
No matter what you say...
I'm still going to leave.
Why are you being so cruel?
When Hae Jin fell in the water...
just remember how much Yoon Chul was hurting then.
I can't allow you to stay with me... and become like that, too.
Jang Jae Yeol, you just need some treatment.
- If you truly love me... - To you, love means...
it's okay for me to become a pathetic shell of the man that I once was.
That it's okay for me to stop pretending that
I'm okay and to become dependent on you.
But that's not what it means to me.
When I used to get beat alongside my mom
by my stepfather when I was little...
I made a vow to myself then.
That no matter who the person may be...
I'd never allow myself to become that pathetic ever again.
Even if you think that I'm being a jerk,
there's nothing we can do about it.
That's how I've always lived...
and that's what I'm comfortable with.
If it's better for you to think that I don't love you as much...
then please, think that way.
That means...
I'm going to do this my way.
What can I do to get you to stay?
With enough practice at saying goodbyes...
things do get better down the road.
Believe in that, Hye Soo.
Jang Jae Yeol.
Jang Jae Yeol!
You have to put your faith in me.
Kang Woo is a hallucination, and I'm real.
The only person who can figure that out...
aren't the doctors, but it's you.
What are you, Kang Woo?
How did the disciplinary hearing go?
One month of strictly outpatient care only?
Two months of strictly outpatient care only.
Here are the files.
Go through them and get them organized.
- How do you feel after the hearing? - I'm okay.
Why are you okay instead of getting angry?
Because that's not my main concern right now.
Then what is it that you're most concerned about right now?
How it is that I can bring Jang Jae Yeol
back to the world of reality where I live
instead of having him live in an illusion where Kang Woo exists.
That's the only thing that I care about.
Hello?
Really? Okay, I'll relay the message.
That was Tae Yong, and he says that your books are flying off the shelves.
I guess it's fun for them to read something that a crazy bastard wrote.
I noticed that Hye Soo hasn't called at all?
Jae Bum, I'm going out for a walk.
You have the GPS installed on your cellphone, right?
It's so disgustingly hot in here.
Want me to wash your back for you?
[Young Jin told me that you've been good about taking your medication.]
[Other than missing you like crazy, I'm doing pretty good.]
Oh my gosh!
How have you been?
Have you been well?
It's okay, I'm fine.
Ugh, that's enough.
- Be gentle, that hurts! - Just hang on, I'm almost done.
Ugh, seriously!
Do you think I'm that dirty? Why do you keep scrubbing?
You wash the rags and clean all day.
Do you think that the whole world is filthy and dirty?
Do you think you're the only clean person around here?
This is how I've been ever since Jae Yeol
and I fell in the outhouse sewage together.
I don't know if it screwed me up in the head
but everything feels dirty, and smelly to me.
And I can't sleep in a closed room either.
You and Jae Yeol fell in the outhouse sewage?
Why would you have fallen in there?
I'm not quite sure when it happened.
But the man we were living with started beating me early in the morning...
and I ran all over the neighborhood trying to escape from him.
The place I ended up hiding in was a
public outhouse at the bottom of a hill.
I must've spent the whole day hiding away in there.
I thought I was going to die in there.
So I was just about to leave...
Come back here!
when I heard that man's voice again.
That's when Jae Yeol rushed into the outhouse.
The look in Jae Yeol's eyes when he saw me down in that hole...
So Jae Yeol and I went to the creek to get cleaned up afterwards.
I just wanted to cry, but then Jae Yeol said...
'Mom, isn't this funny?'
'You and I just fell in raw sewage!'
Then he just started laughing.
So I just joined in on his laughter.
So we decided to have fun instead, and just started playing.
I think that's when it started.
Jae Yeol can only sleep in a bathroom, and I can't sleep in a closed room.
That memory keeps popping up in my head a lot lately.
And it makes me wonder...
if we should've clung onto each other and have cried instead.
It makes me wonder...
if Jae Yeol's illness is related to that
traumatic event from his childhood.
Keep washing.
Oh my goodness, Jae Bum.
- You're getting black hair! - Just get back to washing my back.
Hey, you're growing black hair!
Oh my goodness! This is so amazing!
Jae Bum, you're getting black hair!
Hold still. Hang on, hold still.
- That's cold! - Isn't that so refreshing?
Doesn't it feel good to have mom wash your back?
Wow, that's so refreshing! So refreshing!
Cute little rascal.
Are you eating well?
Yes, and I'm sleeping well, too.
Hye Soo's been restricted to outpatient care only.
The woman you broke up with because of your cold and impulsive personality...
I'm sure you don't really care to know how she may be doing lately...
but she got into trouble at the hospital
for having visited you in your room.
She went against her oath as a doctor for love.
I'd be lying if I told you that she was doing fine.
She's not fine.
Soo Kwang tells me
that your wife is coming back from the States.
Seeing the love between you and Hye Soo made me want to be in love again.
If my wife hadn't agreed to come back, I may have ended up cheating on her.
So we've agreed to go back and forth and see each other more often.
Because I'm like a grown up adolescent who still craves to be loved.
And that's what you're like, too.
Stop pretending to be cool, and let Hye Soo comfort you.
Receive treatment from the hospital and get back together with Hye Soo.
I know that you still see Kang Woo.
Because if you didn't, then there would be
no reason for you to avoid seeing Hye Soo.
Be careful heading back home, Dong Min.
We'll come visit you again.
Soo Kwang, let's go.
Thanks for promoting me to a manager at the cafe.
Have you been kissing So Nyeo so much
that kissing has become a habit for you?
Bingo.
Bye.
Jae Yeol.
Hye Soo, Dong Min and I are real...
and Kang Woo isn't.
We're all waiting for you to come back to us.
If you don't come back to us, then I take back calling you my brother.
Bye.
Why is mom selling the restaurant when it's doing so well?
Mom said she'll give you the money from selling the restaurant
so that you can pay back Doctor Jo's money...
You can take the rest of the money to go
away on a vacation or go study abroad.
I just want you to leave here.
I can't go study abroad or go away on a vacation.
I have to help Doctor Lee with her thesis.
That's a joke.
Listen, you wench!
Did you become a doctor just so that you
can write someone else's thesis for them?
You can't even see any of your patients right now.
I'm selling either the shop or the house, so go study abroad.
Hello?
It's me, Hye Soo.
[Ji Hye Soo]
What is it?
It's been over a week since you left me.
How are you doing after having abandoned me?
Are you feeling at peace with it?
Because I'm not feeling at peace at all.
[Ji Hye Soo]
Hye Soo.
Why are you doing this?
The day that your stepfather died...
Dong Min understands and says that you had no other choice...
but that's not true.
You made a very big mistake that day.
Not telling your brother, who trusted you, or your attorney, was a mistake.
As just like that time... you're making a very big mistake right now.
Abandoning me and leaving me was a huge mistake.
Refusing my help was a huge mistake.
Once I end this call...
I'm never going to call you again even if my life depended on it.
When I say I'm going to do something, then I do it, just like you.
As long as you keep insisting that Kang Woo is real...
we can't be together.
Jang Jae Yeol.
Listen very carefully to what I'm about to say.
Once I end this call...
you're probably going to see Kang Woo again.
When you see Kang Woo, look at him straight in his eyes.
And see it.
See that he's just your illusion and hallucination.
That's the only way for us to be together again.
Kang Woo exists.
Whenever you see Kang Woo...
think of all the moments when you and I shared our love.
The moments when I touched you, and the moments when you touched me...
The moments when I laughed and cried in your arms...
Think of those moments.
Those moments were very real.
Kang Woo exists...
so I don't know why everyone's telling me that he doesn't.
Just what's an illusion and a hallucination...
I just can't seem to find it.
You'll find it. I know you can find it.
The Kang Woo that you see... take a very close look at him.
From the top of his head to the tips of his toes.
Take your time and look at him very closely.
Stop your breathing
and look at him very closely.
In every hallucination, there are always some sort of an inconsistency.
If you take a close look, you should be able to find the inconsistency.
All my other patients have found theirs,
so I know that you can find it, too.
Once you find the illusion and the inconsistency...
then come back to me.
Because I'll be waiting.
I love you so very much.
You're not real.
Hye Soo's right.
You really think that?
Then just like Doctor Jo says... I'm just a younger version of yourself?
I'm me.
How can I be you?
I can't be you.
We don't even look anything alike.
Those people are lying to you.
Just like how...
everyone just ignored it when you used to get beat up.
People don't care about a kid like me.
They all just ignore me when they see me.
When I hang up this call...
You're probably going to see Kang Woo again.
When you see Kang Woo, stare at him straight in his eyes.
From the top of his head, to the tips of his toes.
Take your time and look at him very closely.
Stop your breathing, and take your time to really look at him.
In every hallucination, there's always some sort of an inconsistency.
If you look closely enough, you'll be able to find the inconsistency.
Author Jang... please don't ignore me.
How many...
years has it been since you and I met, Kang Woo?
It's been three years.
What...
grade are you in, Kang Woo?
Second year in high school.
Who...
are you?
I'm your fan, Han Kang Woo.
I'm in my second year of high school.
What's wrong?
Author Jang.
Author Jang!
Author Jang... Author Jang!
Author Jang.
Tae Yong, track down Jae Yeol's GPS, and follow him.
I need you to go to him right now.
Whenever you see Kang Woo...
think of all the moments when you and I shared our love.
The moments when I touched you, and the moments when you touched me.
The moments when I laughed, or cried in your arms...
Think back to those moments.
Those moments were very real.
No!
[Tae Yong]
Behind me...
Kang Woo is...
Hye Soo.
Kang Woo...
isn't real.
I don't know...
how Kang Woo can be me.
But...
he is me.
Hye Soo.
Please help me.
Hye Soo, please...
Please help me.
You did great. You did so great.
You're going to be okay, Jang Jae Yeol.
You're going to be okay.
While I was in prison, I saved some of my precious rice...
to make you these.
Don't cry just because I gave you those.
Doctor Jo said Jae Yeol can be cured for good
if he goes back to the hospital this time.
So don't cry.
Make a fist.
Smile, Jang Jae Yeol.
Aren't you going to call me your brother?
I'm going to brag to everyone about having
taken a picture with a famous author.
Hye Soo.
He's not calling me his brother anymore.
Rude little jerk. Do you want a beating?
Beat me, and I'll pay you back twofold.
Both of you, stop your yapping.
Okay, grab his arm.
Time for a shot!
You're going to start to feel sleepy, so get some sleep.
Soo Kwang.
- Let's leave. - No, I'm sleeping here.
A beating you is the only way to get you to listen.
- Knock it off, I'm already taken. - Get ready, Jang Jae Yeol.
Dong Min, I don't want to beat him.
Sorry to tell you this, but I like Soo Kwang better than you.
You're the best!
Jae Yeol and I are going to battle it out with you two one of these days.
When we do, I'm going to beat you both down to the ground!
You didn't have to hit me three times.
You two...
don't wake up in the middle of the night to do anything stupid, got it?
I'm going to listen in, if you do.
- Seriously! - Give me that!
Come on, Soo Kwang. Let's go.
Get some sleep. Don't wake him up.
Okay, let's get some sleep.
Okay, let's sleep.
You see Kang Woo, don't you?
Like you just said...
Kang Woo is over there.
You're doing great.
You're doing really great.
Let's get some sleep.
Pack up your things and move back home.
Don't make mother and your sister come down here and make a scene.
I stopped drinking, which I know you hated.
Please realize that your family is trying hard for you.
Hye Soo.
Stay strong.
What got into you? That was a very caring thing to say.
Because I don't want you to leave me.
I'm going to listen very well to you, so don't leave me.
Okay?
Welcome!
I think it's time for you to leave Kang Woo behind.
Don't you think?
Yes.
Only when you come to understand
that you had no choice but to accuse your
brother of the crime when you were sixteen...
can you really leave Kang Woo behind.
If you can't come to understand
how you had no other choice but to do what
you did when you were 16 years old...
then Kang Woo will inevitably show up again.
I'll try.
Come on.
[Jae Yeol, this is Hye Soo's mother.]
[I'm begging you. Please don't hold onto my Hye Soo.]
[Even though I know that you're ill, I'd like
to believe that you aren't that selfish.]
Even though I'd like to come with you to the hospital
you know that I have to go separately, right?
Yeah.
And you also know that even if we see each other in the hospital
we're going to have to ignore each other, right?
You're already in enough trouble as is. I'm
not going to get you fired on top of it.
You always have such a smart mouth.
What... you don't like me then?
No, I like you tons.
If you see Kang Woo today, I want you to give him a message for me.
For having been there for my man through
all the years of his loneliness...
tell him...
that I'm ever so grateful to him for that.
And also...
tell him that you have me by your side now.
So it's okay for him to leave in peace.
Okay.
I have a gift for Kang Woo in the car.
Make sure to get it to him, okay?
Go on.
Okay.
Okay, it's time to turn in.
Please return to your own rooms. Thank you.
Kang Woo.
Let's wash your feet.
My girlfriend...
chose a really perfect gift.
Author Jang.
Do you not...
want me to come back anymore?
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