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My girlfriend...
chose a really perfect gift.
Author Jang.
Do you not...
want me to come anymore?
My girlfriend...
wants me to tell you, thank you.
She told me that had I never met you...
I probably wouldn't have been able to...
have lived this long because of all the guilt that I felt.
She told me that by caring for you
I was in fact...
caring for myself.
Thank you for everything, Kang Woo.
After having met you, I realized something.
Even though I may have acted strong...
the abuse that I took from my stepfather and my brother...
really frightened me, and scarred me.
Even as I witnessed the beatings my mom
took, I couldn't even do anything about it.
That weak little boy I used to be...
I didn't realize until now how much I resented him.
Whenever I made my escape by running through the road barefoot...
even though I didn't cry out loud...
I realized that I was...
I was so very much afraid.
That's...
all in the past now.
Yes.
I was just a young boy back then
and it's all things of the past now.
But somehow...
I grew up to be a pretty decent adult.
That's what I've come to realize.
Even if...
I do come back, don't acknowledge me anymore, okay?
But if...
once in a while...
you happen to think of me, and miss me...
then just take a look in the mirror.
Because you're me.
Okay.
It's...
time for me to go now.
Goodbye...
Han Kang Woo.
Goodbye...
Jang Jae Yeol.
Wow... our Hye Soo did it.
You're going to become a great doctor.
Okay, be careful heading home.
Okay.
What did Hye Soo say?
Jae Yeol's found his way back to reality.
He's now ready to start the real treatment process.
Ugh, so annoying. I'm still acting like a jackass.
Why are you hitting what's mine?
Nasty, hot tempered idiot.
That's the first episode you've had in weeks
so you should be congratulating yourself for it!
But why are you hitting yourself instead?
Do you want a beating?
Do you want me to hit you instead?
What's her deal?
What do you think? She's my girlfriend.
You two are like a couple of lovesick puppies.
- Hello. - Hello.
You watched what you wanted yesterday, too.
How old are you?
Being older doesn't give you the right to always watch whatever you want.
So what if I do?
What do you think you're doing?
Everyone in this room has a right to watch TV.
Without regard to age or gender, everyone will take turns
and remain fair in watching a program of their choice for enjoyment.
If we cause trouble over this now, then we're going to lose our TV privileges.
But that's not what you want, is it?
Hello everyone!
Hello.
What's with that expression on your face?
It's nothing, right?
- Did you sleep well last night? - Yes, I slept fine.
No, he didn't sleep very well.
Since you didn't sleep very well, you
should probably seek treatment for that.
It seems as though Mr. Jang Jae Yeol has become the leader of this group.
Ms. Lee Yeo Sun, did you have a nice breakfast this morning?
I think we can probably lower Jang Jae Yeol's dosage of medication now.
- What do you think? - Yes, I'm sure that you're right.
You are so arrogant.
Aren't you even going to thank me?
I even begged the disciplinary board to let you off probation for you.
Come on, is that really necessary between us?
Knock it off.
What was that all about?
That was my mom.
Your mom has been very patient. Stop avoiding her and meet with her.
Oh my... Mother! You're here.
I don't think I can sell the restaurant because the business is doing too well.
But Yoon Soo said that she'll give you the
money she's been saving up for a house.
So quit your job at the hospital and leave to go study abroad.
Let's go and talk about this at home.
Hye Soo.
- Hye Soo looks upset. - I agree.
Let's go. We're here to see Jae Yeol anyway.
I always feel sorry to Yoon Chul.
I worry about ruining his life...
and about how much will he have to suffer again if I have another relapse.
Do you ever just feel like leaving Yoon Chul
and running away when you feel that way?
Running away would be too easy.
So this is what I told her.
If she feels sorry to me
then be patient and understanding even if she gets angry at me
and just love me that much more.
Don't just think and worry about Hye Soo.
You have every right to be happy, too.
Mother.
I'll talk to Hye Soo and help convince her to leave.
I have a favor to ask of you.
Don't say anything to Hye Soo, and just tell her to come see me.
Please, Mother.
I will... talk to Hye Soo and help convince her.
Please put your trust in me.
Tell me whatever it is that you have to say to me.
Mother.
If...
you're not going to talk, then I'll go first.
I'm so sorry to say this.
But even if you and Yoon Soo tell me that you'll never see me again...
Jae Yeol wants you to come see him at the hospital right now.
Go see him, and we can talk again after that.
Where are you going?
Hye Soo.
Your books are selling that well?
Author Jang Jae Yeol.
Since the news of him being a schizophrenic broke out
sales of all the books he's ever written
have skyrocketed through the roof.
All on-line and off-line books and has
made a return to the best sellers chart.
How does that make you feel?
Tae Yong called me earlier.
The radio show that I used to host invited me to come back on as a guest.
- What do you think about that? - Do it.
Go on the show
and shatter the uneducated ignorance that people have about not even
being able to tell the difference between a
shameless criminal without a sense of guilt
and a schizoid patient suffering from heartaches and pain.
I'll think about it.
And as for you...
I want you to go on your trip as planned.
Did you ask me to come here just to tell me that?
To tell me to leave?
Yes.
What is this? Are we breaking up again?
Maintain your loyalty to your mom.
I've already given her plenty of money through the years.
You've not been very nice to your mom, and doing this to her isn't right.
I can do whatever I want with my own life.
Even after I'm discharged from the hospital...
I'll keep up with all my treatment sessions.
Love doesn't mean...
giving something up for the other person.
But it means to achieve something.
Don't give up an important life plan that you've had planned, just for me.
With the freedom of your own two feet, leave as you had planned to.
Are you being serious right now?
Do everything you can to forget me in the next year.
But if you still aren't able to forget me...
then come back to me.
Don't call me.
As I'm sure you already know... I won't answer even if you do call.
As of today, I'm going to refuse anymore visits from you.
And if you try to enforce your authority
as a doctor to come around me
then I'm going to move to a different hospital.
Is it... that easy for you to send me away like this?
No, it's hard.
But I have to endure this difficulty...
so that I can face and tell your family in the future
and tell them that I've done everything that I could
with confidence and without any shame.
What if I go on this trip...
and end up meeting another man?
I'm perfect for you.
But if that happens...
I'll realize that I must've been mistaken,
and wish you happiness in life.
I'm not going to concede on this.
Just like how I came to realize the truth about Kang Woo with your help
you're going to go on this trip with my help
and come back much stronger, and wiser.
It's time for you to go now.
You're not going to give in on this, are you?
No.
Go.
Are you aware that you're an awful bastard?
Yes, I know.
Okay, I'll go.
So...
you're going to turn in your request for a leave of absence tomorrow
and you're really going to leave right away?
Yeah.
Lying to me and deceiving me to call each other behind my back
and continuing to see each other to do other things...
there won't be any of that, right?
If Jae Yeol and I were that conniving and sneaky
then we would've abandoned our families to flee somewhere abroad already.
You know what I'm like.
Once I leave...
I'm never going to contact Jang Jae Yeol again.
Because I really do love you very much.
That much I can do, with a smile on my face.
Okay.
Then, go.
But...
just like how you've always kept your faith in me until now...
I want you to put your faith in me one more time.
What?
Have faith in the fact that I really am a
good doctor who can help heal my patients.
And also...
the fact that no matter what misfortune comes my way
I know how to turn that misfortune back into joy and happiness.
So you're saying...
When you get back, you and Jae Yeol...
Mom.
I love you.
I'll call you often.
Take care of yourself, okay?
I'm going to go.
Stubborn sass.
I'll make sure that Jang Jae Yeol's candle
never burns out even after you leave.
- Take these out to the car. - Okay.
Bye, Dong Min.
What's Choi Ho doing?
I called him so that we can use him for his car.
Why do you look so shocked?
We have to use him as much as we can for all the bad things he's done.
It's much better than taking a cab. It'll save you money for your trip.
- I seriously love how you think. - Take care of yourself.
- Call us often, okay? - Okay.
Bye.
Be happy and live well when your wife returns from the States, okay?
Just go.
I don't want Soo Kwang and I to start
crying from having to say goodbye to you.
You always just tell me that you love me with words.
How else can we say it other than with words?
It's not like we can say it with our bodies!
Ugh, you and that mouth of yours!
Okay, I'm leaving.
- Be careful. - Be careful.
This is how I'm going to make my exit.
That breeze feels so nice!
The air feels cooler.
Wow, so sexy!
How can you look this good? You're so handsome.
Mr. Jang Jae Yeol.
I heard that you're staying out tonight?
- Yes. - He's doing a radio show tonight.
Are you aware that Hye Soo's leaving today?
Yes.
It's Author Jang Jae Yeol!
Author Jang, can I get your autograph?
Okay, no more.
He's still handsome as ever! He doesn't look mentally ill at all!
What if he's just pretending to be mentally ill to sell more books?
No, that's not true!
The ideas that just pops into your head
while eating or walking down the street...
do all those ideas make their way into your novels?
No, that's not always the case. But as for me, the ideas interlink at times
and gives me an idea for a new novel.
When that happens, my heart starts to pound with excitement.
Look at how well he's doing and confident he is.
He just looks so handsome.
I'm aware that you're currently staying as a patient in a hospital?
It's been really great to see you looking so well and happy.
Thank you, it's been great to be here.
I know that this may be imposing
but so many of your fans are messaging in with a special request.
The closing remark you always used to end your radio talk show with?
Any way you can do that for the fans?
Well...
Hello, this is Jang Jae Yeol.
As I'm sure many of you may already know...
I'm suffering from a form of mental illness.
The doctors say that my illness is rather common
with about one out of every hundred people suffering from it
and that it's not a terminal illness, but
an illness where a cure is very possible.
I believe in these doctors, and I plan on doing my best to overcome this.
Because I believe that the best thing that I can do for those that I love...
is to never give up hope no matter what may come my way.
As for my goodnight sign off...
I'd like to say it to myself, rather than to my listeners out there.
Even though I've always been the one to ask how everyone's doing
and wished countless number of goodnights
to my listeners over the years...
I've realized that I've never once said those words to myself.
For tonight...
rather than asking it of someone else, turn to your own self and ask...
'Are you really doing okay?'
Ask that of yourselves.
Wish your own selves a warm and comforting word of goodnight.
So as for tonight...
Goodnight...
Jang Jae Yeol.
Goodnight, Park Soo Kwang.
Goodnight, Jo Dong Min.
Goodnight, Ji Hye Soo.
How are you feeling today?
Well... I'm not feeling great, but not bad either.
How's your writing going?
I'm about... 60 percent back.
He's gotten much better.
I think we should consider having him discharged.
Yes, I agree.
- Look at that hat. - What is that?
She looks like she's having a blast.
She should've just stayed in Europe with all their comfort
instead of traipsing around the wilderness of Mongolia.
It's probably to save money.
You know how frugal she is.
- So you do know how frugal Hye Soo is. - So you do know how frugal Hye Soo is.
You really don't want to see pictures of Hye Soo?
No.
You two seriously haven't called each other once?
You should go.
They're both so cold and stubborn.
They leave a bad taste in your mouth, don't they?
Let's go.
Jang Jae Yeol has to continue receiving his treatment
even after he's discharged in two days, doesn't he?
It's like any other illness.
It's like how a cancer patient would always need to have follow-up exams.
Wait for us!
[One year after Hye Soo's departure.]
- You need to stop with your lies. - What are you talking about?
I didn't lie!
Ugh, what are you doing? Come here, let me see you.
You're going to have to change out of that shirt.
Hey.
- Do you really think that I was lying? - Of course, that was a lie.
How can you be saying that a female ward actually likes you?
How can there even be a female ward in an all-male prison?
Every word that comes out of his mouth is a lie.
The last time he went into see Doctor Lee for his session...
he told me that she was giving him the eye.
Here, change into this shirt.
What kind of a color is this for a shirt?
My Young Jin's favorite color is white.
Hi, Hye Soo.
How have you been?
Dong Min and I are both been doing very well.
Jang Jae Yeol...
I mean, Jae Yeol, is back to writing again
and he even has a new talk show now.
He's doing so well now that he only needs
to take the medication once a week.
He hasn't seen Kang Woo once in over six months.
I'm...
I'm a former prisoner who's spent the past 14 years of my life...
Mr. White Lily.
Please start over.
I'm...
I'm currently...
helping my mother with her pepper farming business
and my name is Jang Jae Bum.
Jae Yeol's brother is receiving treatment
from Young Jin so that he can learn
how to communicate better with people.
But I think he really likes Young Jin.
I became very depressed after finding out
that my son has Tourette's syndrome...
My father and Jae Yeol's mom are currently
partaking in group therapy sessions.
Isn't that so great?
I just feel like everything is my fault.
By the way, Yoon Chul and Hae Jin are now parents to a very healthy baby boy.
- I feel like that was just yesterday. - I know.
Those kids are probably all grown up now.
That's enough! How many times are you going to watch this?
I thought we were going to watch soccer.
Hey! That's a great show!
We've never watched it together as a group like this before!
Honey, let's stop watching it, okay?
Let's just watch soccer!
- Give it back! - Soo Kwang!
Hey! Soo Kwang, hand me the remote.
- Give it back! - Goal!
Even though we miss you like crazy, we're all still doing pretty well.
It aggravates you and makes you mad that I've only briefly
mentioned Jae Yeol just to talk about how everyone else is doing, doesn't it?
If it aggravates you that much, then come check on him yourself.
Take care of yourself, okay?
Your little brother forever, Park Soo Kwang.
Hi, Jang Jae Yeol.
For the last leg of my trip, I went back to Okinawa yesterday.
And I spent the whole day watching the ocean
from the beach you and I went to together.
And today, I'm going back to Manza-Mo. (A famous spot in Okinawa.)
I return to Seoul tomorrow.
I know that it's not possible, but you haven't forgotten about me, have you?
I'll call you when I return.
Dong Min! Soo Kwang, I'm back!
Surprise!
Surprise?
What's this? Why do you both look so glum?
I just said, I'm back. Do you not see me standing here?
- So? What about it? - I told you that's not the spot!
That piece doesn't match the picture.
- They all kind of look the same. - How does this look the same?
You're so dumb.
What are you two doing right now? Huh?
What's the big deal? If you're back, then you're back.
Eat something if you're hungry. There's some cold rice in the fridge.
She has such a princess complex.
You've turned this house into a complete pigsty.
Don't you ever wash the dishes?
My wife left back for the States the day before yesterday.
I'm sad, so don't provoke me right now.
Don't provoke me either because I need to finish this puzzle.
You're back.
Wow... you've gotten even prettier.
Stop it, stop, it!
You think you're better than me?
'You're back.'
'You've gotten much prettier.'
Just what are those words supposed to mean?
Just what I said.
- Have you forgotten me? - No.
But you just greeted me as if you're not even fazed to see me at all.
So what was that all about?
You haven't forgotten me, but you're not that happy to see me either?
The thing is...
I don't know if it's because I've been thinking about you everyday
but I feel like I'm seeing you again after having seen you just yesterday.
I've really missed you, Ji Hye Soo.
Is it okay if I kiss you?
Yes, please do.
- Ta da! - Ta da!
['Our beloved Hye Soo, Jae Yeol has been waiting for you.'
Please leave.
Leave.
Get out of here right now!
He wants us to leave.
Must be nice.
['Our beloved Hye Soo, Jae Yeol has been waiting for you.'
[Another year after Jae Yeol and Hye Soo's reunion.]
Wow, I slept so well.
I'm sure you did.
Get your head off of my stomach.
What's the problem now?
Get up instead of continuing to lie there like a senseless dummy.
Am I in trouble again this morning?
- Do you want me to lift up my arms? - Put your arms down.
What's the problem now?
This is the problem.
What's this?
Five weeks ago...
I told you not to do it if you didn't have a condom, didn't I?
But you kept begging until I gave in, didn't you?
Hey, where are you going?
Jang Jae Yeol.
Where are you going? We need to talk.
Honey!
This is so nice.
- Sit down and have some coffee. - What's wrong with you?
What's this?
I'm...
going to be a dad.
Seriously?
What are you three all so happy about?
Don't you see that I'm angry?
Rascal, why didn't you use a condom? Look at what you've done!
Such a rascal.
Hye Soo just looked so pretty that day.
I didn't even know what I was thinking.
You have no idea just how pretty Hye Soo looked that day.
You're so adorable with everything that you do.
Thank you for making me an uncle, Jae Yeol!
I'm seriously going to lose it.
Hey!
Don't you feel so much better and refreshed?
I'll make you feel even better.
Doesn't that make you happy?
Jae Yeol, come out and have breakfast.
Okay.
Oh my goodness... oh my goodness!
Seriously? Are you being serious?
Have you gone to the hospital yet?
Oh my goodness! My proud baby!
Oh my, my proud baby!
- Oh my goodness! - Hi, come in.
What's this? What are you eating without us?
Oh my... my sweet, precious baby!
- You're saying what you did was right? - Of course, it was!
What are you saying I did wrong?
You said you didn't like the last guy because he was too good looking
and you don't like this guy because he's a business man?
There's nothing stable about this guy!
Every business that he's ever started all ended up in failure!
How is that any of your business? All
that matters is that Young Jin likes him.
That's what I'm saying!
- Did you go get your shot? - Yes.
So if he asks you for a business loan, are you going to give it to him?
That's right!
Get your head on your shoulders, my friend!
What's with those two?
Listen and you'll figure it out.
- Are you two fighting, too? - Shut your mouth.
I've already called for a truce, so why are you acting like this!
Okay, fine! Live your life however you want to live it.
- You're not my father. - Enough! Both of you sit down.
I'm holding myself back because Hye Soo's pregnant.
Don't do us any favors. You don't scare anyone.
I'm pregnant and you're being too loud!
Stop overreacting.
Why don't we all just duke it out tomorrow?
Let's just duke it out physically instead
of exhausting ourselves with words.
Okay, fine! How about we do something to
get rid of some stress for everyone here?
Okay, fine. But stay out of this if you
don't have anything against anyone here.
I can't stand people who butt in on other people's fights.
Min Young likes to check out other men.
- Ugh, you have issues. - She's way too obsessed with me.
Why would I go with her to the library while she studies for her midterms?
- Hey! - You.
I told you not to even come here anymore if
you weren't going to be more respectful.
Don't be such a rude sass.
I don't really have any complaints against you.
Why do you always butt in?
It's all your fault that I have to extend
my doctorate program for another two years.
- Okay, I'm in. - I'm in.
Okay, good! Let's do this!
Everyone meet back here tomorrow, okay? Dismissed!
You!
- Hope you don't cry tomorrow. - You just worry about yourself.
- I'll see you tomorrow. - Can't wait.
You... clean this all up.
And you can sleep with Soo Kwang in his room tonight.
You'd better start cleaning before you get into any more trouble.
No, sleeping in separate rooms won't do.
Come upstairs with me, honey.
Looks like you're going to have to clean up by yourself.
Honey?
What a well-trained house puppy.
As I'm sure all of you already know, there's only one rule in this program.
We're going to work out all of our
grudges that we have against one another
and we'll never bring up those grudges again once we leave here today.
So what happens here today will stay here.
Seriously! Stop all your talking!
Take off your glasses, and let's just get this thing started!
Take off your glasses, and let's get started.
- Okay! - Let's do this!
Ready... go!
She's a pregnant woman!
- She's a pregnant woman! - No!
Through the efforts of so many people
the candle inside the cavern convent
never blows out, twenty-four hours a day,
365 days a year, whether day or night.
There is only one reason why that candle always remains lit.
It is for the sake of all the lonely people that lives outside that cavern.
Those of you who feels lonely, and think that you're alone...
Know that someone out there is praying 24 hours a day, just for you.
Please remember this.
You've never been alone, not even for one single moment.
And like every other night, goodnight, Jang Jae Yeol.
- Thank you, and see you later. - See you next week.
- It's so nice out, isn't it? - Yes.
Is it okay if I only eat one bite? I'm afraid of gaining too much weight.
Sure, you can eat just one bite.
- Is that him? - Isn't that Author Jang Jae Yeol?
- Did you not hear what I just said? - Author Jang!
You're Author Jang, aren't you? I love your latest book.
I love your new romance novels much better than your past thrillers.
Can I please get your autograph?
Please don't treat my wife like that.
She's pregnant, so you can't push her like that.
And this is our private time, so we can do the signing some other time.
I'm sorry. My husband just treasures me so.
Sorry. Come to the next signing event, okay?
Sorry.
She looks mad.
What if you end up losing all your fans?
- Not losing you is all that matters. - Wow, where did you learn to say that?
You'd be shocked if you knew.
Ugh, you're so cute.
- You're perfectly my style. - You're perfectly my style.
- So with that in mind... - Yes?
How about having another baby after this one is born?
Do you want to get into another fight?
Look at you gloating.
Three?
- Deal! - Okay!
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